lately i have just bee feeling really depressed and out of it. i suffer from bipolar and i am on medication, so i don’t think that is the problem. i have a beautiful girlfriend who says she likes me, i am a senior and doing okay in high school, but something is missing. i just can’t get happy and i feel so down in the dumps. i don’t like to show how bad i feel in front of my girlfriend because usually i never feel this bad. so, i just fake like i’m okay around her. i feel like no one understands me. i don’t know what to do anymore and i just want to run away by myself, away from everybody i know.
i just got this girlfriend some days ago, but i’m afraid that if i keep feeling like this, she is going to leave me. i want to talk to her about it, but i don’t want her to feel like i am too much of a depressed person to be with.