lately i have just bee feeling really depressed and out of it. i suffer from bipolar and i am on medication, so i don’t think that is the problem. i have a beautiful girlfriend who says she likes me, i am a senior and doing okay in high school, but something is missing. i just can’t get happy and i feel so down in the dumps. i don’t like to show how bad i feel in front of my girlfriend because usually i never feel this bad. so, i just fake like i’m okay around her. i feel like no one understands me. i don’t know what to do anymore and i just want to run away by myself, away from everybody i know.
i just got this girlfriend some days ago, but i’m afraid that if i keep feeling like this, she is going to leave me. i want to talk to her about it, but i don’t want her to feel like i am too much of a depressed person to be with.
Many young people feel this way. highschool is an emotional ride and it gets worse your senior year not better in my opinion. this sound like a sensitive subject so it may be too soon to talk about it with your girlfriend. you mentioned that you just started going out. My advice is to talk to your school counsiler. it is very confidential and they are trainded psychologists. plus, you don’t have to get into it with you parents. talk it over. believe it or not, talking about you emotions often helps. give it a try, you have nothing to lose.
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