I don’t have a cell and I’m grounded from the house phone but I’m trying to call him because he sent my email like 17 texts saying “So did u like the kiss” and gradually getting up to “Why arent u answering??” and “It’s nice to meet you. I hope you get the right guy for you. See you in heaven”
I get home around 4:00 b/c my bus is slow and we usually text until 11:00 at night. I fell sleep this afternoon, didnt wake up until 9. I would’ve been on the computer but my stepdad was hogging it so I finally got to get on at 10:00 and Alex (bf) was talking to me.. telling me that he didnt feel like I would notice if he walked away when I was talking to my friend… who I haven’t seen in awhile (it didnt help that my friend was a guy).
I think hes over possessive.. even though hes sweet and non-agressive he got ahold of my school email and tries to contact me through that.. which i can get in trouble for because they read everyones emails… and then he expects me to text him ALL afternoon when I need time for myself, to bathe, eat, and do homework… he is SO obsessive..
But anyways,.., I asked alex if he meant what he said and he said “Call me I can explain it better” and I told him that I was grounded from the phone and my parents were home so I couldn’t sneak a call… now he stopped texting around an hour ago and I’m worried…
I think he has issues with being too attached and I have issues with being too UN-attached.. I can’t get attached to people easily because I’ve gotten hurt before.. so I think it was frustating for him for me slowly opening up ..while he opens up very easily.
I don’t know if hes dead right now.. I don’t know whats going on.. I’m just freaked out… I’ve had my friends try and call him but everyone else is asleepp. I’m hoping alex is asleep too or hes being a VERY big dramatic queen..
He’s 16 and I’m 14.. we go to different highschools.. We’ve been dating for less then a week