O.K. The last time I went to a psychiatrist, they referred me to a “physician assistant” who diagnosed me with bipolar disorder after sitting down and talking to her for 15 minutes only! I am going to a new psychiatrist next month to get evaluated for borderline personality disorder… which is what my symptoms more closely resemble.
Now I also have these following symptoms:
- short temper bursts where I just feel pissed off about everyone and everything. It makes me want to punch someone in the face or murder/even kill them.
- I mumble the following phrases a lot and make really angry faces: “f*ck this sh*t”, “f*ck that sh”t, “man I’ll f*ckin slit your throat” for no reason other than me just being angry at them.
But other than that, my life is going well. I am happily married with the most wonderful wife ever, just recently graduated from college and have a really good job, so it hasn’t gotten to the point where it has ruined my life…. YET (key word)