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Question about an ex?

Posted on November 21, 2012 | 7 Comments

So i decided to be honest with her about my feelings. I told her that i didn’t think we should contact each other as much because i wouldn’t be able to get over her. In other terms, it was like a temporary time-off in our friendship: when i get over her, maybe we could be friends again. She was pretty upset; said she missed me and its been ages seen we talked, but she agreed to it eventually.

I must say, i expected her to agree to my wishes, which she did.. but deep down a little part of me hoped she would tell me she still had feelings for me. You know that feeling..? But it didn’t happen. She’s currently dating someone else and i’m still very much not over her.

How do i get on with life now that she’s not in it and i’ve to go through this alone?

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obsessive ex-boyfriend…what do i do?!?

Posted on November 14, 2012 | 13 Comments

i’ve been dating a new guy for almost a month now. he’s amazing as hell. but my ex won’t leave me alone. he’s way obsessive that it’s sorta creeping me out. if im hanging out with my new boyfriend, my ex will call and he’ll freak out because i’m with someone other than him, and he gets over depressed. how can i get him to leave me alone and move on. i can’t handle having someone, well so to speak, on my back all the time. all he does now is cut and he has attempted suicide. is it bad that i don’t have very much sympathy for this anymore because it’s not my fault that feelings change and he’s just being a drama queen. i’m trying to start fresh with this new guy. i need someone thats happy and thats what i have with my new boyfriend. the ex knows im with this new guy and he just won’t get over it. HELP!
my ex just sent me a text that said, “i wanna die. i can’t go on anymore. i tried…i will always love you.” what the fuck do i do.! i dont want him to kill himself. ill feel like its my fault. we dated for 2 years and 3 months. but his depression was affecting me too. his sister just sent me a text and said he tried to kill himself. i tried to hook him up with other girls, but hes deathly afraid of them. he doesnt like going out in public. im trying to live my life…but hes still an obstacle. i cant stand this.
well, im a junior in highschool. my new boyfriend is a senior, but at a school 30 minutes from me. my ex just graduated last year. from what his sister told me, im not allowed over there for a while, even though he wants to see me.

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Is my husband and mother law jerks?

Posted on October 9, 2012 | 8 Comments

I was pregnant and due in 17 days when my mother inlaw flew in I ended up spending every waking moment with her for these 17 days when I was in the tub she was knocking on the door asking if all was alright after my baby was born and I came home from the hospital she was even more clingy Ughh my grandparents drove down when my daughter turned a week old they stayed at my parents house as we had no room I have two other kids from a previous relationship a mother in law visiting and my husbands brother lives in our basement Ughh my grandparents drove 4 hours here my grandpa being 85 doesn’t do well driving in the dark so I agreed to drive the 15 mins to my moms house to see them my vehicle only holds 5 and I had to bring my sister home so I was unable to bring my mother in law but u was also looking forward to the break from here I loaded up the baby and picked the kids up from school and headed to my parents farm 2 hrs later my husbands comes home and his mother is crying her eyes out saying she is going to fly back home because i don’t like her talk about drama queen I just had a baby five days ago and would like to share her with my family too so my husband phones my cell phone and says what the the f*** did you do to my mom she’s here crying her eyes out and says she is flying home cause you left her alone all day and she doesn’t like being alone although she is home alone all day when she is at home as her husband works so my husband didn’t allow me to leave the house without her for the next 50 days as this was how long her visit was I was stressed and i now resent my husband his exact words were I work everyday I’m stressed put up and shut up my feelings were very hurt and he has never apologized and I can’t seem to put this behind me help me please !!!

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need help?????????????????

Posted on September 16, 2012 | 1 Comment

Ok I keep on wnating to talk to my adviser about why I have been so quiet lately. I honestlt think she thinks im upset at her when really im not. I guess it all started when she said that she would like to be my friend and keep in contact witrh me. I was so thrilled and scared as hek considering I dont make friends very well. I keep on wnating to tell her why I have been acting but dont know what to tell her and when I wnat to tell her I kind of stop my self by being quiet mainly cause I just think why does she wnat to know about my problems? I dont know this answer she asks me whats wrong at times but I say nothing. I am honestly scared to tell someone my feelings just cause I will look weak and I honestly dont wnat that. I really need help. I keep on going up to her but I just become quiet. She is a great person but everysingle time I go to her office I get scared and haver so much anxiety. She thinks im upset but im really just frustrated that I cant talk to her about what has bee
been going on with me. I just dont know why she wnats to be friends with me and I am scared to confront her and tell her why I have been acting the way I have been. Plz help me. How can I confront her. I get really bad anxiety around certain people including her and I think its mainly cause I am scared of being friends with people. It sucks.. I could really use some help.

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How do I get back on my feet as a single mom?

Posted on August 13, 2012 | 5 Comments

I just wasted a year of my life with a man who yes I still love but had to get away from. I am fighting my feelings towards him… he has always been there for me. My best friend… all my friends and family walked out of me and my daughters life cuz I was with him. They left me on the streets when I did leave him which pulled me right back to him… I used to be straight A prom queen socialite. To his personal bitch. Sry for the profanity but I am being blunt. He has been physical towards me and I eventually began to get physical back. And my family got a call one day from someone who saw my black eye after three weeks of the dispute and they picked up the pictures from the police dept. where I told them I was mugged cuz I love him and don’t wanna see him back in jail when he’s doing better for himself. They think I should turn him in but I won’t. Anyways they basically came to my house and told me to pack my shit I am going back to moms or my life will be hell they will take my child and put him behind bars. So I went. Now I am without a job I dropped out of college I lost my license they won’t let me drive without it. They took my cell phone so I do not call him… they make me follow their way which is hard because I am rebellious! I like my independence! I have been on my own since I was 17. And now I am being treaed like I am twelve.. it’s like I am 20! But I know it’s best… but still… I have so much hope. I could get my shit together and he gets his together with his probation and all that and we could end up back together… which I am hesitant to do because I do not want my daughter in that… because there will come a day where I might not be able to take her to the neighbors when we argue. And she could be hurt. Or traumatized! Or I could just get my priorities together for me and her. My baby’s father wants to be back together but I think my best bet is to be with NO ONE and focus on me and her. But I don’t know where to begin because I am so used to him doing everything. I am ashamed I had a government job that I lost thanks to him… but I still stayed because I love him… but I just need opinions… I am so confused!!!

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