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Iam thinking about suicide.. I don’t know what to do I feel like I wanna kill my self…
the reason why is my Boyfriend… I know u ganna tell me no man is worth killing ur self for .. and I believe u…anyways… we been together for 1 year.. my heart been breaking before and it was awful.. my BF keep accusing of cheating every second … in his eyes…yesterday we had a big fight… he told me everything he been holing for over a year.. Iam ganna ask u a Q how u ganna feel .. when someone that u love dearly accuse of doing things u don’t know and never tough about doing… and u bee faithful to him the hole times…how u ganna fell like..??!!!??? I asked me why he think like that.. he said he hired people to fallow me….??!!! I told him u have no right to accuse me of something u did-int see with ur eyes..???!!! I couldn’t say anything more.. I just walked away… and he said he loves me .. what should I do… I fell like stupid because I left my family my Friends.. and I stood up against everyone for him….and did what I could for him.. iam not ganna ley he been there for me too…and take care of me … but I don’t understand why his doing this….i fell like I am addicted to him… I want to leave him but I cant…
I wanna add….he forsed me to have sex with him the way he wanted.. and hit my while doing it.. I cant stop him…. I when I get close to him…..he told me he owns me… i just love him so mush
and by the way I am 22 and his 24.. have a job pay my own bills