I met my exgirlfriend almost exactly a year ago online. Her family had moved to a rural town and she was working at a Dairy Queen kind of lonely. Some of her friends were still driving to see her every now and then. She met me on craigslist while one of her friends was using craigslist to scam guys.
I was severely depressed and looking for someone to talk to and she messaged me. She was very fascinated by me and we got along great. i ended up getting a cell phone to text and talk to her and we began a long online relationship. We had one hiccup for a month when this thug guy got hired at her job and he hit on her. She left me for a month and told me to just be there for her as friends. He treated her like shit lied and had a baby momma he was more interested in getting back with so the dude eventually moved and she was mine again.
I quickly go see her for the first time to get with her. She smothered me with love when i met her at work even though she was mad at me and saying she wished she never talked to me because of all the shit I stirred up when she was with that guy trying to get her back. Anyway, she about the same height as me maybe a little shorter and she fatter than i expected so the first few times we had sex it was pretty bad as im only 6 inches long and didnt know how to approach it.
However we finally get it right and shits fine for months but I do notice that shes not that into me even though we on the phone 100% of the time she not working sleeping on phone even etc.
3 weeks ago she moves back to her old town and hangs out with old friends where she meets this tall thug. she slowly stop talking to me on the phone. When she first got there she was like, “Hi, baby” callin me all the time tellin me how awkward it is being with those people. Next thing I know she stops sleeping on the phone so much. It comes time for me to go see her and she has now pretty much had no time to talk to me and im mad. I go over there expecting to fix the relationship cause it always helped in the past when we go see each other. At one point she’d make the effort to see me when she was screwing it up.
Anyway I go over there shit happens she still not talkin to me when I’m waiting at the spot where they supposed to pick me up. I start talking crap through texting cause she hanging up still not talking to me while i wait for hours cause she busy. she doesnt have a desire to go home with me wants me to stay there and see what she been doin and wants me to see this mysterious thug guy. I pretty much assume now she banging him cause i knew of her past pretty well. She bangs jsut about anyone who asks and apparently she used to run off with dudes all the time and stay at friends houses basically like a runaway girl.
anyway after italk crap through texting im shocked to find out she gave the phone to the thug guy and he calls me talking shit. she stops talking to me after tellin me to go home a few times and letting her friends talk shit. i go home pissed. we fight over phone for next 2 days and then i decide ima go see her where she staying at unannounced. i go over there she not there she sleeping at thug’s house. they come get me and i hang out with her that day she tellin me she not interested in me her expression cold as ice she dont care im there at all. she tellin me i should go home every now and then. i end up staying the night and banging her and she makin comments like. “pretend this the last time you gonna do me.” and, “do I feel stretched out?” when I go home the next day it all sinks in and I try to rationalize it and make it more complicated than it is.
She left me for a manwhore tall thug with a bigger organ than me and she so content she barely talks to her friends anymore cause she with him all the time. She pretty much stopped talkin to me completely other than to talk crap and finally admit, “YES I LEFT YOU FOR A BIGGER BETTER GUY YOU UGLY BLAH BLAH BLAH!”
Remember I knew this girl for a year and spent pretty much every waking day and night with her and she acts like I’m just some guy.
Why are women such scum? I was working on getting in better shape im already in pretty good shape but to compete. I was trying to learn to be more social and ghetto. She seems to be obsessed with tall thugs…
All I can think about is murder and revenge and all this other stuff. She think she better than me just cause she spreads her legs for everyone now as “single”
I have all her passwords to all her stuff but I’m not hijacking and trashing it all for some reason IDK why she deserves I probably will soon though.